More Sleep Needed

Well, the babe and I are in Nashville, we got in really late last night...and I didn't sleep at all. So this morning I'm in my-eyes-are-burning and I-really-really-miss-my-kids mode.

Remember how I cry when I'm tired? Well I've done that already, when I talked to the girls this morning.

And again when I talked to my mom.

And then again when I found out they were serving strawberry cream cheese coffee cake for breakfast. You understand.

I think I have some pregnancy induced anxiety going on here. I'm a tad more on edge than I am when I'm not growing a baby boy in my belly.

That anxiety made leaving the girls for a few days a little hard. One minute I'm planning meals for Eric for the next 3 days, and the next thing I know I've got my panties in a bunch over the fact that it could snow this Thursday.

You know, I worry about things I can control, like the weather. Sheesh.

(and for the record I hate the word panties, it just seemed to fit.)

Anxiety. It's no good.

It's comforting to know that God is very clear about not being anxious - "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

Isn't that so reassuring?

So this recent onset of anxiety must be from the pregnancy, at least that's what I'm going to blame it on. This little man is really turning my hormones upside down! He's obviously very busy in there, I can feel his little feet under my ribs right now.

I have over a million kisses reserved for those toes :).