Yuck!

Do you ever have "one of those weeks???"

The past couple weeks for us has been a little hectic.

I'm overwhelmed, maxed out, and I just don't feel like myself.

Our marriage has seen better weeks,

The house is far from move in condition,

And the girls aren't listening.

Yuck!

Do you ever feel frustrated with yourself?

I need to be a better mother,

A better wife,

And a better example.

Yuck!

I feel like my brain is in overload,

I'm saying things I don't mean,

And my mind is just plain blurry...

Yuck!

I feel like we're in some kind of fog,

Life feels crazy,

And I want a break.

I need to relax,

I need to take a deep breath,

And I need to get a grip!

Yuck!

It's just one of those days,

One of those seasons,

And tomorrow is a new start.

Ahhh, deep breath in, long exhale out...

Alright, sorry for all the complaining. Just wanted to be honest. It actually feels good to just get it all out!

Thanks for listening...

Hoodie Use #158

Just because you can't carry an Easter basket and walk at the same time, doesn't mean you can't Easter Egg Hunt with the best of 'em.

Kinley represents Hoodie Use Number 158...

I know, she's resourceful...

That's my girl.

Wrinkled Feet

I think I found the first picture I will hang in the girls new bathroom...

Sigh, just look at those little "after-bath-wrinkled-feet." Love them. I am going to hang it right next to their little bath towels. I can't wait.

Oh I have been waiting almost 5 months to move, and decorate, and just be a normal family again...

Well, I guess we're never going to be a normal family :). But it will be amazing to just get back to our regular life.

I need patience. And a team of renovators to help my husband get this house back in shape.

Or I might just need a girls night out.

Anyway, no more rambling, I've been doing too much of that lately. I am off to the store and then to a movie & dinner with one of my favorite ladies. It's much needed.

Tomorrow we are cooking all day - Mexican food - it's going to be yummy. I hope.

Hope you all are having a great weekend!

(Sisters)

We Have It

Spring Fever. I think everyone has it!

I'm finding myself wanting to use the saying, "Get out there and get the stink blown off ya!" Ever heard that? It's from one of my favorite movies...any one recognize it?? It's such fitting quote for kids who have been cooped up in the house all winter.

The weather today was absolutely beautiful. I know it will get cold again before Spring really arrives, but it's nice to just pretend it's here to stay :).

I was totally in the spirit today. Flip flops, windows down, picnic, and a trip to the park...


The girls played their little hearts out.

Isn't it so great when they can get outside and run off some of that energy???

They were so worn out, they could barely keep their eyes open on the way home.

I think little Kinley was asleep before I even turned the light out...

Sigh. The way she lays her sweet little head on "Monkey" is just the cutest thing I've seen in a while.

Not that I'm partial.

Alright, maybe I'm a little partial :).

Anyone else really ready for warmer weather??

In Which I Get On A Soapbox

Can I just say something? Is there any way the fashion industry could make the swimsuits any smaller? Is there another shape besides a triangle that would cover less?

Ahem.

Every time I pass the new swimsuit section, I feel pressure. I hate it, but I do. It’s like every time the summer clothes come out, I all the sudden feel the need to come out of my winter hibernation, and run for the gym.

But I can’t bring myself to get up at 5am and head for the treadmill. Maybe I have no discipline, but you know what I do have? 2 extra hours of sleep. And every minute counts. Right, moms?

You know what other time I could head for the gym? After the kids are in bed, around 8:30ish. Not happening. I am so tired at that point. I even refuse to do laundry after 8pm, so chances are, I’m not workout bound either.

Don’t get me wrong, I would love to be in amazing shape, and I would love to have the time or opportunity to hit the gym every day. But at this stage in my life, spare time is almost non-existent. I do some Jillian videos now and then, but that’s about it.

I’m so over the medias pressure on women (not to mention my young, impressionable girls). I’m telling you, friends, I’m this close to flipping the magazines over at the checkout lane. If I see one more cover story about another celebrity mom, and how she lost all her baby weight just 2 days after delivery, I’m going to scream. Please stop shoving Hollywood in my face when I’m checking out, and grabbing some Starburst off the shelf. And maybe a Twix.

Here in the real world, c-sections don’t come with tummy tucks. I’m just sayin’.

I think those magazines fall into the same (trash) category as the saying, “I guess she just let herself go after she had the kids.” Wow. Maybe she didn’t “let herself go”, maybe now she just doesn’t have the time to work out like she used to. Maybe she’s not top priority anymore. Maybe, just maybe, she has taken 2nd place to her little loves. It’s a beautiful, selfless thing.

So I am going to go ease up on myself. Do I want to be in better shape? Sure. But am I going to beat myself up if it doesn’t happen overnight? Nope. I want to try my hardest to set a good, healthy example for my girls. It's not easy - that's a whole other post.

I love what Deborah Newman said in the book, Loving You Body; Embracing Your True Beauty In Christ,

“I think God would like to ask you to stand before the mirror with Him by your side. I know He would show you the beauty that is there, the beauty you overlook. He wants to acknowledge the parts of you that go unappreciated by the culture you live in. He would show you that indeed you are beautiful.”

Love that book.

Alright, I’ll stop my ramblings.

For now :).

Things I Love Right Now

1. My blue flip flops

2. OPI's "Light My Sapphire" nail polish...love this color.

3. This place. Always. A bowl, no rice, black beans, chicken, extra mild, corn, light cheese, lettuce, and guac on the side. Just in case you were wondering.

Random, but speaking of Chipotle, have you all seen Food, Inc.? That link will take you to the trailer. It is a great documentary on today's foods, supermarkets, farmers, etc. I will admit, it scared me a little, and I had trouble eating for few days. I got over it. But the info is fabulous.

4. Anyway. This Spinach & Artichoke Hummus? Amazing.


5. Fresh flowers.

6. These little toes soaking up the warm weather we've been having. C'mon Spring!

7. The new hoodie I bought yesterday. Yes, I wear a lot of Hoodies. And that's putting it mildly.

8. The way that my 2 3yr olds have started this new thing. It's called "don't listen to anything she says...and when she tells you what to do, laugh at her."

Alright maybe I don't love that last one.

Oh Crazy Day

It has been a busy few days...

Eric leaves tomorrow for a week for work - so I have been trying to get all the grocery shopping done, and the laundry under control.

I know. I will never get the laundry under control...it always wins!

My "attached" little lady has been a little under the weather...

which also means, she is a little more needy - which can be sweet at times, but also hard at times :).


Hopefully she is on the mend...

and hopefully I will be back to our normal routine very soon!!

Hope you all are having a great weekend!!

She's With Me

That's just the way it is right now...

This wide eyed love will not let me put her down...

In fact, I'm carrying her as I type this.

Call it attachment, call it crazy. But when I put her down, she does this...

It breaks my heart. She is more attached than any of the other girls ever were...

She is the definition of a "mama's girl."

I know I can't hold her all the time - I do have 4 other children running through the house. I will wean her off the carrier little by little...at some point, not yet.

For now, she's with me.

I Just Wanna Say To All Bystanders...

That I will never roll my eye's at a young mom in the check out lane.

Never!

Shopping is never an easy thing with kids. And when I say shopping, I mean throwing things in the cart/stroller at random while trying to tame my many small children. With multiples, and in our case multiple multiples, my #1 goal in any store, is to just survive. I've got 1 hanging on the end of the stroller, 1 crying, 1 sleeping, and 2 fighting over a coloring book that we're not even buying. I'm checking my list, and I'm begging them to behave. After all, we are in public.

As I'm scanning down my list, I'm asking myself, "what can we do without…what items are not worth another multiple meltdown?" I know, you've been there right? Pleeaase tell me you've been there.

I announce that we are leaving, and to my surprise, they are equally as upset about leaving as they are about being there in the first place. Strange, aren't they? Very cute, but very hard to please at times. I guess the popcorn euphoria had worn off, and I have no more tricks up my sleeve. It's time to make an exit, fast. The shopping trip is over, no matter what we are leaving without. We are check-out bound.

Why do I have to deal with the woman behind me huffing and puffing because my kids are pulling candy off the shelves, and asking for just "one more fing!"

I tell you, mothers - I refuse to huff and puff when my kids are grown.

I want to say to her, "remember when you were (kinda) in my shoes, and apologizing for everything your kids were doing?"

You don't? Well I will.

I will offer a hand, instead of an annoying glare. I will never say, "are they all yours!?"
I will never ask if you had fertility treatment. Your ovulation is your business. Sheesh.
"You know how to stop that, right!?", will never come out of my mouth!

These kiddos are a blessing. That they are God's Grace in my life. An actual picture of His love. Thankyouverymuch.

I will look back and be thankful that I squeezed my little ladies every chance I got. I will be thankful that I didn't let bystanders useless comments get to me.

I'm over you, bystanders!

I'm over the fact that you think these little angels are an inconvenience. I'm not going to worry about one of my Little's asking how old you are, or why you have sandals on when there is snow on the ground. They're kids...they are curious!

I'll never come by a set of multiples and ask 100 questions while I ignore the singleton standing there. Do you not see this eager, sweet, little 5yr old standing here? I will make a big deal about the "singleton." After all, they are our helpers...she, is often my sanity.

So don't worry. If I see you in the store and your kids are opening every door in the freezer section...I will smile.

And maybe laugh.

I will always remember these sweet, crazy days - here in the trenches of motherhood.

What We Cooked This Weekend

I have found a couple new favorite recipes. Seriously, yum.

I was looking for lunches that I can make on school days, which is when lunch time is usually stressful. We don't get home till around noon-ish, and everyone is always hungry - so I need something, fast. I want them to have good lunches, that are good for them. It has just gotten way to easy to throw nuggets in the oven when meal time turns stressful. Nothing like processed chicken. Yuck.

So first up, Homemade Hot Pockets.

Hot Pockets are a great concept. However, the ingredients...questionable. So here is a great alternative that I have found.

1. First, I rolled out some pizza dough, and cut it into rectangles. I bought mine at TJ's, but you can buy dough at most grocery stores if you just ask the deli. I bought both white and wheat dough. The wheat was really easy to work with, just FYI.

2. I put shredded cheese (any kind works), and some Ham (whatever deli meat you like) on half the dough.

3. Then I folded the dough over, and sealed the edges. Placed them on the (greased) baking sheet and cooked them at 425 degrees for 20-30 minutes.
4. And here we are. I let them cool, put a batch in the fridge, and bagged 2 batches for the freezer.

The girls loved them!

Next is a recipe I have been wanting to cook for awhile, but have been putting it off. It doesn't have the healthiest ingredients (ahem...crisco), but sometimes you have to branch out, right!? And let me tell you, these are a must, my friends. By far, the best "dessert" I've had in a long time.

1/2 C sugar
1/2 C brown sugar
1/2 C shortening
1/2 C creamy peanut butter
1 large egg
1t vanilla
1 1/4 C flour
3/4 t baking soda
1/2 t baking powder
3/4 C strawberry or raspberry jam

Glaze:
1/4 C real butter, melted
2 C powdered sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 T hot water


Preheat oven to 350 degrees, bake for 20min or until golden brown. Enjoy!

Let me know if any of you try either recipe...you really should :)! Anyone else have easy, healthy lunches for kids? I am needing some new ideas.

Hope you all had a great weekend!!

A Week In Pictures

Hope you all had a great week!

The Worst Display Ever

Target,

I don't want this to come between us.

You know you're my favorite.

But this is an incredibly tempting display. Not to mention a pain in my side every time we stop by.

You must know that in 30 seconds my 3 yr olds can go from normal preschoolers, to destruction master minds. It's a gift.

I don't understand how someone who can't tie their own shoes, can unhinge a metal display. I can't spend anymore time trying to figure that out.

This contraption says 3 things:

1. children, pull ball from cage - scream till one is in cart.
2. the more you pull out, the more fun you will have. Take out as many as you can, and do it while she's not looking.
3. charge parents $5 for something that cost .05 cents to make.

I took my eyes off them for like 5 seconds, I don't even know how one (or two) can pull that many bouncy balls from the display in such a short time.

Now I have to go fetch the ones that rolled all the way back to your automotive section.

Target, get rid of this. Please. For me. For all mom's.

Stop making mothers stand here and explain why they can't buy another one...since they have like 100 at home.

This display is your decision...

Not mine.

Next time, I'm not going pick them all up. You might end up with 50 giant bouncy balls in your electronics department - sometimes, you just have to learn the hard way.

Target, you know I love you, we just need to work through this.

Sincerely,

Kate

Because Sometimes List's Are The Best Option

So many random thoughts, so little organization.

1. People, I'm not watching the next season of the Bachelor. They always pick the wrong one. Don't try to talk me into it. I think this tweet said it best, "You'll always have a life friend." I believe that's the official motto of Dumpsville. Population: Tenley.

2. Kinley had a busy day. She played peek-a-boo, grew some more curls, and has started carrying around this Hello Kitty purse. It is, hilarious.

3. I tackled the laundry. I lost.

4. Raya has a new love for books. The way she lays it in my lap, then backs up to sit on my leg melts my heart completely. Ella is filling the Oldest sister role wonderfully, she loves reading to Raya.

5. I may or may not have pulled through a Chick-Fila drive thru twice today. Sometimes your day just calls for 2 visits.

6.Reese and Charlotte were given the privilege of brushing their teeth by themselves tonight before bed. I am still unsure how or why pink princess toothpaste ended up on the toilet seat. Honestly, I didn't ask - I wasn't sure I wanted to know.

7. Marriage takes a lot of work. A lot of prayer. And a ton of humility.

8. I received an incredible book in the mail called One And The Same, by Abigail Pogrebin. (A review will be coming.) I have loved chatting with her - She is super sweet, and a phenomenal writer. If you have multiples, or are just curious about them, you must check out the book. You can also get to know Abigail here!

9. We close in 2 days. 2 days!

10. I am trying to decide whether to go really bright with the girls rooms, or more laid back and pastel. What do you think??

Alright, list getting long, time for sleep...

How Many Do You Have?

How many do you want?

How many is too many? Is there such a thing?

Lately I have sworn up one side and down the other, especially when we are in the fitting room, that I think I'm done having children. For real. I am in love with our crew, and am so thankful for 5 little loves to share this life with. It is incredible, it's rewarding, and it's a privilege.

Oh, not to mention it's totally exhausting. And draining. And humbling.

This is a really stressful season, so maybe this isn't the best time in our life to make any drastic decisions. You know, since we do have a little going on. Even in my most maxed out moments, it is easy for me to think, "maybe we are supposed to have more...supposed to be a large family...maybe it will be hard, but it's our plan, for our family."

And then when I get to spend an afternoon with this little sweetie...

And these little toes...

and this smiling face...

That "done" feeling drifts to the back of my mind, and all the sudden I don't remember things like - being peed on, getting asked questions that should not be asked in the checkout line at the grocery, having no privacy, money being tight, and wondering what car will fit this many carseats. Speaking of things not fitting...oh never mind.

So anyway, I would love to know...

How many kids do you have?

Boys? Girls? Multiples?

Adoption?

How many do you want?

What are your thoughts on big or small families?

Is this to many questions? Sorry :)...